Buuuuuuuusy Day! LoL

O.k. so today. Well yesterday now, I went to this house with my parents and I helped paint some rooms and stuff. The funniest things happened! I was painting with a roller on the wall and it kept splashing back on my face! lol. Hehehe! So then my dad told me to use an extender thing for the roller, but the only thing that did was cause me to hit the finished ceiling... 5 TIMES!!! >.< LoL but aaaaany way. I tripped and somehow hit my head on the wall, hince the PAINT IN MY HAIR! LoL again! Then I got paint all over my arms, even with a long sleeved shirt and gloves on! GRF! >-< And I forgot to take my glasses, the reason I can barely SEE ANYMORE RIGHT NOW! YET ANOTHER LoL!!!! I guess another LoL.. eh lol.

OH! And guess what was in the MIDDLE of the kitchen floor!! A BIG HOLE TO THE BASEMENT! And the only doorways to outside were right by the freaking deathtrap! Well it's a death trap for me. LoL I'm so clumsy! I kept leaning away from the big 10 foot tall hole with wood steps and no walls! My dad said that the only way I'd fall down there was if I stepped over the buckets that lined the edges... So I said well all I have to do is trip and fall OVER the buckets! DDUUUHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then he tried to get me to go down the steps ._. I had an anxiety attack -.- OMG LoL!! I couldn't go down the steps alone!!! I got half way down and almost had a heart attack! My dad laughed, but I'm like. OK! It's about 20 feet down! I'm about 6 foot tall! There is NO hand rail! NO WALLS ON EITHER SIDE! And the backs of the steps.... well there WERE NONE! Which freaked me out SOOOOOOOO much more!!!!! >.<

um... I kind of crawled back up those stairs ._" I TRIED TO GET OVER MY STUPID FEAR THING! But then I just ended up hyperventilating.... So I gave up pretty quickly! LoL!! XP

AND THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY! WOOOO! LoL See Yah Guys Later! :D

~BYE~

~X

Sorry if there's a bit of cussing in this! But it IS funny!! X3

THE HAPPY SONG!

Idk.... I was bored -.-

Diary: Wth..
Me: What is it?
Diary: It's you ...
Me: ... me?
Diary: Yes you ...
Me: ..... what did I do?
Diary: You dropped me on the floor, and I got stepped on ...
Me: ........ oh
Diary: yeah ...
Me: What can I do to make it up to you?
Diary: Just keep calling me your friend ok?
Me: Alright.
Diary: ....?
Me: What ...
Diary: Do you know where life went to?
Me: -shrugs- ..idk
Diary: .....
Me: wat ...
Diary: You said 'idk' ...
Me: ... and?
Diary: ..... nevermind
Life: Hey guys!
Me: oh ... hey life ...
Diary: There's Life ... finally
Life: Wada yah mean?
Me: oh god .....
Diary: What do you mean, wada yah mean?
Me: ugh ...
Life: Well wat did you mean by finally?
Diary: .....
Me: why do they do this ........
Life: .....
Diary: *cough idiot cough*
Life: What did you Say!?
Diary: I called you an Idiot
Life: Shut-UP!
Diary: Why? I'm the one who reads all the emotions .. I should be able to Share them!
Life: Well I'm the one who dishes out those emotions!!
Me: guys ... please ...
Diary: Shut-UP Life! Nobody likes you any way!
Life: ... You freaking Idiot!!! I'm the one who chose whether you came here or not so I would SHUT IT!!
Diary: ..... fine then ...
Life ........ fine .....
Me: ... I hate days like this .....

pain is love ... love is pain

Why do we live
If all we feel is pain?



that is the question I have always asked...
but no one seems to have an answer......

We all love, but not the way we should love..
we all love for selfish reasons...
you may think it isn't true, there's no way i would love just to get what i want..
but it IS unfortuneitely, the truth.....

even when you keep your love within the boundries of one person...
you always just love to get through your own problems....
even when your life is at it's best...
all you want is someone to help get rid of your emptieness....

and that is the reason i say

pain is love ... love is pain
because no matter what we say... we are always getting nothing but pain out of the love we seek......

The world is nothing ,but a peice of lonely dust... in the vast expanse of the universe...

What will happen to this earth? As we all start to fade
Into the time of darkness and hopeless shade
I geuss I'll just have to wait and see
What the chain of life has in store for me.